finaly added search! bouu it is not my search engine it is google :( today is the first day of the 2010 and feel diffrent, unusual relax, feel like something going to happen (in a good way), yesterday i talk to neptun again, whtever i do im not able to control my anger to her. I said lots of mean words again for no reason, im not just hurting her also i am hurting my self... This year im going to learn to control my self and my anger ... i hope this year will be better than 2009.. damn i hated 2009