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Wed, 02 Feb 2000 00:00:00 GMT Posted by mfalac

dddddddddddd first blog entry!!.. no comments yet just finished data tables and going to add ajax and comments page...when i go home ill finish them and start to make picture gallery... lets add some html and youtube vids,,, and pictures

first blog entry!!.. no comments yet just finished data tables and going to add ajax and comments page...when i go home ill finish them and start to make picture gallery... lets add some html and youtube vids,,, and pictures

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wierd local works but int not

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 00:04:05 GMT Posted by mfalac

lessoning antimatter, sad day feel empty again

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Dream Antimatter

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 12:19:19 GMT Posted by mfalac

Immersed in light, broken in flight,
Here comes that scene again,
Not another sleepless night.
Scripted yet stuck on every line,
Upon my face a look of pure surprise,
I thought I'd be fighting fire.

How it's changed from my dream,
Did I stray from the path laid out for me?
How it's changed,
Did I fail in some way?

Easy to plot a course divine,
A simple graph cant cover ever line,
and I dont see what I dont know.
Some truths are harder to perceive,
The color has been drained now from my eyes,
Staring into endless time...

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Neptun

Sun, 20 Dec 2009 06:42:30 GMT Posted by mfalac

yesterday was the last day ..she called like she care what is happing to me.. she is really pitying me..fuck it.... i cant take this anymore I am loosing my mind…terrible 2 weeks again! same story; she calls than I start to dreaming about her again .. couldn't think and do anything 2 weeks., and no aikido more than 2 weeks. this is just stupid. doesn't matter, what i do; begging or bleeding. noting did change and not going to change. and her ignorance and her acting's make me sick… i wish i can go back in time and erase her from my life. What kind of idiot i am ????

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search and 2010

Fri, 01 Jan 2010 05:38:41 GMT Posted by mfalac

finaly added search! bouu it is not my search engine it is google :( today is the first day of the 2010 and feel diffrent, unusual relax, feel like something going to happen (in a good way), yesterday i talk to neptun again, whtever i do im not able to control my anger to her. I said lots of mean words again for no reason, im not just hurting her also i am hurting my self... This year im going to learn to control my self and my anger ... i hope this year will be better than 2009.. damn i hated 2009

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perinaz.com

Tue, 05 Jan 2010 03:58:32 GMT Posted by mfalac

finaly got perinaz.com for my sister :)
have to do lots of things; for now i am going to use css templates for covering all this pages, including my pages also. when im done with applications i can update orginal css or keep them, they are free and looks good anyway.
this year going to be best, i feel like i got energy for everyting (and no time for anything) lol

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army

Thu, 10 Jun 2010 03:58:38 GMT Posted by mfalac

now i am ın dogubeyazıt / agrı doıng my army thıngi :) ıf you want to contact me you can fınd me ın face book look mfalac not mehmet fatıh alac :D love you all

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